I didn’t even believe in witches and warlocks and I wasn’t interested in conspiracy theories about the elites until darkness came knocking on my door.
From mid-2024 to late 2025, I went through a sustained period of spiritual and psychological attacks— tactics included honey pot betrayal, necromancy, death magic, chaos magic, love spells, mirror magic, MK Ultra, monitoring spirits, demonic attachments, and what I perceived as energetic and EMF-based interference — alongside sustained slander and what felt like coordinated spiritual gang-stalking. This was done energetically though the impact wasn’t abstract. I lost my job, and at one point my tyres failed while I was driving at highway speed. It was clear that the intention behind these were to end me.
For most of my life, my spirituality was focused on growth, healing, God, Gaia, ascension, and becoming more loving, more conscious, more whole. I believed — genuinely — that if you focused on the light, the rest would take care of itself.
What I learned the hard way is that spiritual warfare doesn’t always announce itself as darkness. More often, it arrives through proximity. Through relationships. Through unresolved wounds. Through subtle consent given when you don’t yet realise you’re being asked.
This is what overcoming spiritual warfare actually looked like for me — and why the victory had nothing to do with dramatic battles, and everything to do with alignment.
Spiritual Warfare Is Rarely Overt
One of the biggest misconceptions about spiritual warfare is that it looks like possession, violence, or obvious evil. In reality, it’s insidiously sneaky and confusing, designed to make you question everyone and everything and ultimately to lose faith and destroy yourself.
It works through suggestion. Through erosion. Through constant pressure.Â
It can show up as witchcraft or black magic which if you don’t recognise it will make you feel love, desire, confusion and self doubt according to someone elses ill intentions.
As an energy worker once I woke up to what was occurring I recognised spell work as feeling ‘bubbly’ , or causing thoughts and feelings that I knew were not usual for me, a burning sensation in my mind and pressure in my chest.
I dispelled it with return to senders and rebuked it with the power of Jesus. I would also receive visions and intuitive guidance to combat the dark practices directed towards me.Â
I can see in the 5d and would break bindings, pull entities out of my bio field and used energetic swords, needles, ropes and shields to fend off the attacks.
Spellwork can only make you do something if you aren’t fully sovereign in your choices, if you can be influenced or impulsive, if your boundaries and morals are wobbly.
These unclean energies can get in through a honey pot scam, a false love, if you have distorted empathy — caring too much about someone else’s pain at the expense of your own safety. As self-abandonment framed as compassion. As loyalty that costs you your peace.
I have to admit that I was immature, the honey pot scam worked because my need for love outweighed my discernment at that time. Demonic intelligence can see where our need for love, validation, or even status and wealth could open us to compromise ourselves. It is also very good at mimicking what you would think is Holy. Remember that the devil is a liar so making sure words match actions and match values matters.
The battlefield wasn’t external. It was internal. The real fight was over consent: what I allowed access to my energy, my attention, my belief, and my body.
The Role of Wounds in Spiritual Attack
Spiritual warfare doesn’t target your strengths. It targets your wounds.
Unhealed pain creates openings — not because you’re weak, but because you’re human. Those openings can be exploited through attachment, desire, fear, or the need to be seen and chosen.
I learned that certain relationships had been shaped not by love, but by energetic alignment through unresolved shadow. What felt like connection was often familiarity with old pain.
This was one of the hardest truths to face: that some of what I experienced wasn’t something done to me — it was something that gained access through places in me that hadn’t yet been healed.
That realisation wasn’t shaming. It was empowering. Because what enters through consent can also be removed through sovereignty.
The Turning Point: Choosing Alignment Over Attachment
The turning point didn’t come through physical confrontation or collapse. It came through a decision.
I chose alignment over attachment, faith over fear.
Alignment with God. With truth. With my own heart. With my body’s intelligence. With the part of me that knew, long before my mind caught up, that something was off.
Spiritual warfare weakens when you stop feeding it energy — when you stop negotiating with what requires clarity.
This wasn’t about rejection or punishment. It wasn’t fueled by anger. It was clean. Exact. Calm.
I chose myself with sovereign authority, supported and guided by Jesus.
And in doing so, I removed the permissions that had allowed the interference to continue.
What Victory Actually Looked Like
Victory didn’t look dramatic.
There was no single moment where everything collapsed at once. No announcement. No visible downfall anyone could point to and say, this is when it ended.
Instead, things simply stopped working the way they used to.
Patterns faltered. Influence weakened. Certainty thinned. What had once felt powerful began to weaken, look dependent — reliant on fear, extraction, and constant reinforcement.
Something born in darkness began to dismantle itself from the inside.
This is something I wish more people understood: when alignment shifts, structures that depend on distortion cannot hold their shape.
Overcoming Spiritual Warfare Is About Sovereignty
If there is one truth I would offer anyone experiencing spiritual warfare, it’s this:
The battleground is sovereignty.
Not dominance. Not strength. Not willpower.
Sovereignty is knowing where you end and another begins, what is your energy, thoughts and feelings and what’s not. It’s refusing to outsource your intuition to anything other than God and Jesus. It’s choosing truth even when it costs you. It’s placing your own heart first — not in selfishness, but in integrity.
When you reclaim sovereignty, spiritual interference loses its leverage.
Why I Wrote the Book
After everything I experienced, I didn’t initially plan to write a novel.
But the story insisted.
What emerged wasn’t a memoir, and it wasn’t theology. It was fiction inspired by real spiritual truths — a way to explore consent, power, shadow, and divine alignment without preaching or fear-mongering.
The book was written after the battle, not during the chaos. From clarity, not confusion. From integration, not injury.
It’s for people who know something is real but don’t always have language for it. For those who’ve felt pressure without proof, threat without action, warfare without spectacle.
And for anyone who needs to hear this:
You are not weak for experiencing spiritual warfare.
You are not broken for being targeted through your wounds.
And you are not powerless once you choose alignment.
A Final Word
Overcoming spiritual warfare isn’t about fighting harder.
It’s about seeing clearly.
It’s about withdrawing consent from what no longer serves truth.
It’s about choosing yourself — not in isolation, but in alignment with God and love.
And when you do, what once felt overwhelming begins to dissolve — quietly, inevitably, from the inside out.
If this resonates with you, or mirrors something you’re navigating, my book explores these themes in depth through story rather than instruction. And if you need to reach out — you’re welcome to.
You’re not imagining it.
And you’re not alone. 🌟
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